NOTE: this post was supposed to be posted on June 8, 2008, reasons for delay are as follows:
Due to certain reasons, all of which I am in no position to discuss(Simply put, i was forbidden to say anything) we are welcoming a new member into our family, a baby boy to be exact (I was forbidden and yet I'm doing this). As a result of which I am placed in a new light. I am now more inferior in the family (and here I thought I couldn't sink any lower) according to my parents and siblings. Thus, bringing my inferiority rating into a new all-time low (previously a 5 out of 10 is now a 2 out of ten).

Oh well, it's mo use crying over spilled milk (now engaging anti-emo precautions). I still have no idea what to do during the four hour break we have been graced(?!) with. I am, weirdly enough, currently experiencing cases of insomnia, or it's just me. Probably just me. I have found a new joy in life, watching the expressions of people I invite to have some sex. Watching their faces stare at me from the shock of me speaking so casually about sex. Giving me the questioning-my-sanity look I always receive from them. I;m open for any suggestions on what to do on my four hour break... =_=

"God has forsaken me,
Not because He wanted to,
but because I asked him to...
I asked Him to forget about me...
And think of you...
God is a busy person,
So I thought that if there was one less
person in the world, it would give
Him more time for you...
I sacrificed the time He has for me,
so that you can be safe and happy..."

"Keep safe... You're to important to lose..."

I thought of this two or three nights ago... Don't know what happened... Oh my God!!! I'm turning emo!!!! (no offense to the emo people out there)...

Am I really that worthless... Yeah, I'm the one fixing the things that get broken around the house, i collect the water, I always do what you tell me to do... Yeah, maybe I'm really that worthless... I'm just thankful to the friends I have... Without them I don't know what I could've done...